I am doing experiment, all time experiment.
Not everybody will tell me directly, what schould I correct in my brain. Different reason. "Shy, not sure, polite, kind" and 1000 other hardly recognisible feature will keep me away a good (I hope) advise. Somebody want to be anonim, another will pride of own name. In any case it will take my attention to some my feature. It is another vision of Yourself. This is " Test " or game, joke, as You like. You can trust it or don`t care about it. At this moment it is just project, unfinished project. If You have wish and power, try to make it clean yourself. May be You will get fun.